Sacred Space - Chapel of Intentions

Everything feels up in the air - I haven't heard from my partner in weeks and don't know what he is thinking. Money has been flying out at an alarming rate and my work prospects are severely limited. I am home alone with no one to talk to and the anxiety is making my heart race and my hands tremble and my breath short and sleep hard to come by, as I can't think my way out of my problems and don't know where to turn for help. I am truly scared, waiting for the last shoe to drop. I don't know what God's will is for me in this situation - how I am meant to handle all that has been coming at me. I hope that He still cares for me because all I have is to hope in Him that somehow I will be okay and experience peace again.