Please pray for me as I’m really struggling with my beliefs. This is due to lack of prayer, and when I do pray or read scripture I question everything I read. I don’t want to talk to God a lot of the time, as this furthers my questioning which adds to my doubt. I only go to him when I need something. I have done online Mass since covid, but cannot ‘get into it’. I feel totally lost and lonely. I want to feel loved by God and just as Importantly, if not more important, I want to feel love for him. I have taken part in Jesuit online retreat during covid too, but again I don’t feel anything when I’m attending he sessions.